i feel sick. lol. i'm slacking now in my house cos i am not in the mood to do anything. maybe just finish off the things i wanted to finish off today. i realli feel sick. wanted to go Kbox and shopping bud no one seems to have the time to accompany me to do so. neither do i have time. haha sometimes i regretted going JC.

bud actually i quite fortunate le lah. consider the fact tt the younger ones are going to be more bz then we do (hahah).

yesterdae went to the library ehs. den dad came and fetch me for dinner. and as usual i ask them where are they going to eat. I tot i heard "Bukit Batok". Rejoiced! lol. den it turns out to be Bedok. =.= SO far! well its not the first time they are going so far for dinner. changi village also got lo. and they go Bedok just to eat the fried kueh tiao. dots.. lol anyway my aim motive is to eat without needing to pay. moreover the person who is driving not me mah. hahaha

i wan a hp. i wan to watch LFD i wann watch UTCOL. bud no $$ =.=.

3:14 PM

have been realli damn bz to post anything. and i realise in the past i used to have 1 entries everyday. until i reduced to sometimes 1 entries a week.

HWs kept piling up and when i cleared them, it continues to stack up the following day. den tmr still got some meeting til 10pm 0.0.. den next week have debate thing on wed. i think i will suffer from lack of sleep soon.

and the JJ bazaar thingy. my grp incharge of publicity. and i have to come out with a skit to perform during assembly. lols.. i think its fun. and there's this talentime thing dat we are going to NTU to sell food. all the profits earned goes to us!. ((:

happen to come across of DOP's promotion clips. i guess TVB realli is promoting this series when it 1month before the series actually starts, promotions starts. And the clips make me admire charmaine more. i gotta admit tt, even though i hate her, there are things abt that are worth admiring. I admire her for putting so much effort in her work (even if she get her face disfigured). I admire for being herself, not caring wad other think abt her. Bud i hate her big star character. and sometimes fake character.

Wadever the case. i think DOP would be another overrated series. and till now even i have watched the trailer. i still dun understand wad storyline it is abt. blahhhs. off to do hw.

oh yea i wonder did anybody watch tt ch8 9pm show. on well i do watch it mainly i have no show to watch during tt period of time. and den.. It sux terribly. watch it and u will noe. How disappointing cos i tot MCS finally have some breakthrough since they always produce family series.
and there was this particular scene whereby Li NX got "thrown" out of the car right in front of the police. Instead of running after the criminals car, the police capture LiNX. me and daddy was like luffing like hell. and Dad says "What a disgrace to the police!" LOLS. It is realli unrealistic and the whole show was purely crap. Carol commented tt TVB Split's Second was so much nicer even though i have seen online there are countless complains abt it being boring. Tt means MCS series was even more crap.
even though i am sinaporean, i still admit tt MCS always produce crap dramas other than some of their family dramas which are rather nice. pls accept the fact tt MCS dramas are realli not up to standard, not the prob with the actors bud the prob with the script. and well i realli dislike HuangBR cos i think she seems unnatural when she speak. like machine gun liddat.

12:04 AM

"where are you my classmate grace! i really want to ssssSLAP your face! for once pls talk to us, cyril's going! quick! FAST!"

Alena told me tt in one of the mass conver marcus wrote me a poem cos she saw my name in it. Cos i am afk-ing at tt period of time so i didn't noe lah. Today i rmbed. so i went to see. and.. May i know what kind of poem is this? Lol. bud i find it very funny lah. and he wrote a lot alot of poem man.

7:44 PM

OK i am going off to sleep soon i have blogged kae? if not ms yen will cfm ask "u not enuff sleep is it?" Lols. realli damn tired today. bud manage to go thru the lectures and stuff without being asleep. and i have serious headache today lah. i think i am still troubled over the hp matter and its cfm tt its LOST lah. hias how bad luck can i be. Dun feel like going IDP-PS de.

Bud its alright.. so i go loo.. and den its like not even 10 turn up for the lesson when it is suppose to be a class of 30. =.= and i happily got the Best evaluator award. i seriously think tt i am not the best evaluator judging from the amt of singlish i am using and me stammering thruout the whole thing.

Mum from dunno when still watching the Charm Beneath. Aiyah i very bz also le. wan go sleep le. if not panda eyes all come out.

Uncle's hp contract over den he dun intend to change any hp so he helping me to get hp!. arghs rather pissed with mum cos she keep adding fuel to fire nagging tt i will lose my hp again. was so angry last night lah and i cried and didn't do the physics thing last night becos of the hp thing. hias. i am so vulnerable. lol

12:03 AM

I feel terrible from head to toe lahh. i.e. I FEEL GOD DAMN SICK. I am nowhere better than bel who is now currently sick. and i think i will soon be ended up in the Mental hospital. headache. I finally cleared so many tests. and i am left with only GP for this week and another Econs test coming up next few weeks.

It seems like all the hws just keep piling and piling and its like nv ending. When u clear them, more pile up.

den now i so god damn troubled by the lost of my hp. bud i am super duper sure its at home. sorry to lihui lah. i think i dunno how to take care of things properly 1 hias.. still can't find it.. cos i set to silent. Stupid rite.

Last week went back to BBSS for speech day. very scary lah ms chua got PMS again. den i start to tremble when i get my award on stage lah. and the "coat" is god damn big and ugly. Lols me,huili, hweeting + mathangi took off our collar badge to lie to Mrs lim tt we entered HC and NJ. lols den she got a shock and then she said "Aiyah dun lie.. someone told me that Grace went to JJC.. my info damn updated 1 ok?" Bud mathangi nearly fooled her.

Haha realli miss mrs lim sia! find her rather funny lah. it is like when we are abt to go.. she walk out of the GO den headed to the staircase den she saw me. den after tt she come back and wave bye bye to me. LOLs. Everybody is nice lah. and so touched tt mathangi miss me a lot hahaha..

well well. end of everything. the award is damn gd sia. can spend a lot at popular le haha..

11:54 PM

Darn the chem and econs paper today. Darn every ass things lah. Chem was suckingly assy. 5 structured 10 MCQs. within 50mins time. how are we suppose to finish!?. last time in AJ i am given to solve 2 structured and 10 MCQs within 50mins. and now is 5 structured?!. Blahhhs. i almost completed the paper. budden i am unsure of my ans. All the hack. And econs is worrying me. well i didn't study also so i deserve it.

I think i realli placed a lot of pressure on myself to score well in my tests. I am realli going crazy sooon.

ohya. there are finally news regarding ay in the gambling show. i tot her character is gonna be minor or wad. since she hasn't appeared in any news regarding the show. this morning i saw the pics of the praying ceremony. and she looks damn pretty can!(except tt she looks like a stick). She finally changed her hairstyle. :) i dislike her previous 1. reali look like auntie. and her skin become tanner le. nice nice nice!.

10:30 PM

Blahs. yesterdae very sianx. i spent the whole day doing my hw. and i think i did too little, more of watching tv. cos i always watch the tv and do the hw at the same time. Yea rechiong 9epis of Yummy yummy. Interesting cos i kept seeing myself inside. almost 1/3 of the series done. Then headed to Furama hotel to get my money. lols had dinner there, and the top price for the lucky draw is Canon camera =.=. Best price compared to the last few years. And Emily won the 20th price. I tot she was kidding with me when she suddenly screamed 2146 in my face. hahs i think she also kena shock.

Went out with parents today. in hope of getting a new hp. BUD its paid by me. (obviously). think its very bad to ask my own parents to pay for what i want. And i am deciding on w800i or w550i or k750i. bud i will only buy 4months later. (lols). cos i can only upgrade my handset only when my hp is 21months old. I even chosed a date to buy already. LOL August 30. think i'm crazy. its like directly 3months before my bdae.

lols i am missing kawing (& tt woman too)!. i think i realli classify him under my idol list liao haha. realli think he is very nice. and if i ever goes to hk one day. i would look for ahyi, fung and him! crazy me.

Oh yea incase i forget abt tt. I have 3 persons whom i noe whose birthday happen to fall on 17th April. MY,jess and my dear cute cousin Germaine. Happy birthday In advance!!. Fung's showing is airing tmr as well haha.


Pics of yesterdae dinner.

11:05 PM

yesterdae was O6s14 outing. first ever outing. actually i think our class bonded real fast. out of 22ppl (excluding sm2) 16 turn up. char and me went to huisi house first and we watch a quarter of FD2 first before heading to Bukit timah. chat a lot with ken while waiting for the guys to play finish lan and lihui they all to come. blah had dinner tgt and went to the playground to slack.

slept at 12 and woke up at 12. wow 12hr of sleep.. shiok ar. Went to saranya house to do little bit of my hw. b4 starting the shumin's bdae celebration. Many of them is damn late.. and we keep eating up all the food. have a long chat cos its like almost a month since i last saw shumin.

Den it was then.. i realise much of us do not have much topic to chat anymore.. feel that we kinda left chunfen out and i feel bad abt it. i guess we were too bz with JC life and den we wouldn't have much time to meet up anymore. i realli cherish this friendship and somehow dun1 to lose it. i dunno why i am always worring abt such
stuff.

some ppl mentioned that Secondary sch frens are always the long lasting one.. bud i still dun have this confidence tt it will be long lasting since we are too bz to be in contact with one another.. *Sigh. there goes me talking cock again.

watch yummy yummy. just plain dragging. and i scan thru snake and ay's part.

But well well.. I AM STILL A HAPPY GO LUCKY GIRL!. haha i think i sounds realli sadding when i blog. lol trying to blog some reasonable stuffs or chimlogy stuff out of it. Bud i still very happy over stuff. i still thinking whether i should go and trim my hair and make it thinner. i nv like my thick hair.

and bloody shit. i think i have not slept in my room for dunno how many months. and den there are realli lots of spiders in my cardboard and room! HELP i hate bugs.

11:49 PM

i feel terrible from head to toe since afternoon. i dunno why i feel like that. can't wait to get some sleep cause when i wake up i tend to forget all frustrations. i dun feel like talking and i feel even terrible when i visited the RCH. just mixture of feelings. and u can understand how helpless we are.

i very sick and tired of everything and i just hope that everything can pass soon and this weekend will reach soon. i need to catch up with stuffs during the weekends.

11:08 PM

i'm pushing my entries down. long day today. and tmr too. blahhs. seriously i think i am feeling very worse when i think of going to an IDP that i dislike- Public speaking. well its compulsory. Hope it will picks up soon and made me interested in it.

i love Crimes and Punishment module lesson. for the 3 weeks, we have been watching videos. and today. for more than half the lesson, we watch CSI. though i realli find it gross, cos i hate watching skins peeling off and stuffs. Moreover its all about rape cases. I had no idea why i dun feel comfortable when i watch rape scenes. i just find it yucky.

i don't feel sad or wad. maybe it was becos i have a taste of what happen when i was in the first 3 months. as in gd frens drifitng apart. i guess maybe everybody have diff pt of views. i have to admit i am a little disappointed by someone. sometimes i am too silly to a extent that i claim tt another girl has "robbed awae" my once-gd buddy. well.. i dunno why am i blogging this anyway.

my pt of view was: if u dun cherish us, i will not do the same as well.

11:30 PM

i got tagged ): by claraaaa,bel,jazreel. hahaha

if you have been tagged, you are to come up with seven qualities of your perfect lover.do specify the gender.then, list down and tag another seven bloggers on their pages. if you've been tagged, you need not do this again. let's start.
gender: male
[1] gentleman
[2] caring
[3] cute
[4] able to understand me
[5] no AP
[6] -
[7] -

here are the seven others:
[1] grace
[2] grace
[3] grace
[4] grace
[5] grace
[6] grace
[7] grace

ahah! i am too lazy to inform others i have tagged them. so might as well tag myself LOL.

11:19 PM

i was flipping bro's uweekly yesterdae night when i come across this beautiful picture of Kim tae hee (the one who acted tt evil woman in Stairway to heaven). And tt second.. i tot tt someone i knew looks like her. Den today i found out who tt person is. - tada! ms chan. lols i think her hair and her eyes look like KTH.

i guess i think i wanna give up on rugby. its not as if ppl cfm will wan me liddat. I think the prob with me is that i am not cut out for sports. I should just join clubs. well i am interested in entrepreneur club.

Yoga session was fun today. well we started our day with sirong playing the guitar for us. haha 06S14 is getting more fun. just tt we are "a bit" far too noisy i guess.. and the guys are a bit too 3-8. lols

真的真的很想罵人..和BEL chat了之後,覺得很氣,但也沒有辦法..其實我也預料到這種事遲早會發生.. 都說了,要是大家不同班遲早也會分開.我覺得如果我在AJ,我們的友誼會更差. 就好象- 在同樣的學校已很難保住好友,又何況是在不同學校?其實,這份友誼可不可以保存下去,是看你是否珍惜這份友情.. 看來她一點也不珍惜我們.. 我也無話可說了..

7:13 PM

Dead tired
Touch training end only at 6.45p.m. when i reach home its like macham wan mati dat kind of feeling. Imagine.. U did 140 situps, 140 pushups, 60 burpies(dunno how to spell).. and den 8 rounds of the stadium within a day. Just let me die. I never like running, though i enjoy playing sports.

i feel very sorry abt what happen just now. I should have said "Idunno.. not sure.." instead of telling emily's mum tt volleyball ends a bit earlier than mine. In actual fact they end at 7.40. just tt i thought they had finished. well i think tt's the bad thing of being in the same sch as emily. Her mum called just now and i don't know how to answer her questions cos i was afraid tt i will implicate emily. Oh yea now i realli did! Hope won't get a scolding..

yea 06s14 den on haha. went to the house rally. Den i think we have a lot of ppl joining council tt's why we ended the latest. Den we went to join being motivators of Bikila. Muahaha. all our class girls joined.

i;m dying to watch Under Canopy of Love starring kawing. hahs. Shuai ar!. have been a little obsessed abt him lately. haha. anywae he's involve in a law suit. hate his music teacher. hope he will win.

Off i go. have tonnes of hw to do. HELP ME!!.. well i am feeling rather sourish again. kinda miss ay again. hooh

10:44 PM

i left my hp in my dad's car and i only realise it at midnight. blahs. So no hp a day for me.. well its realli troublesome.

went to sweep the tombstone yesterdae. massive traffic jam. went to the top floor to pray grandpa. tt place was realli cool. Air-conditioned. How i wish if i ever dies (choy!!), i would have one there. Saw some stuff.. den.. suddenly rmbs abt Melvin.. *sigh

have GP module today. i find Crimes and Punishment rather interesting. Lucky i got into tt. just tt i dun realli like to view those clips of ppl facing death penalty. The Lethal injection though a very humane way of killing. i still find it scary inserting needles into ur vein without any anaesthetic. And the electric chair. Almost cry during the movie- find it realli sad for the Black guy who is innocent. When they asked him if he had anything to say for the last time, he said "I am sorry,for being born as what i am."

Signing off. got so much homework to do. Project works are killing me!.

6:18 PM

OMG!. I can't believe i did it once again. Wonder what's up with me recently dat i had did tt time and again. I will get my scolding from my mum when she come back later cos i am giving her extra work to do!.

I stayed up to change my blog template yesterdae. and tada this is what i have!. Quite satisfy with it cos i like the colour. But I guess the person who will be most happy abt tt = Jessica. she loved her myolie too much.

I guess i realli have no fate with michelle yip. I guess she hab already went back to HK. i was realli shocked when st msged me "Do u noe ur ex-idol, mich is in Sg now?" I called her str8 awae. and she have some performance at Shangrila hotel, the one i went to visit kevin.

Couldn't being able to get the info on when she's going off. Afterall she is once my idol. 2nd idol. Ahyi is 3rd and the longest. Jess msged me abt what Veron say abt her. realli wanna noe how much she had changed. Heard tt she is proud and no one could take pics with her. Well i expected it. She is no longer as frenly as b4.

Birthday Bash yesterdae for Xt. a happy birthday to her in abt 3hours time. hope she is happy abt it. Kinda sorry tt i did not take part in giving any ideas for the surprise birthday bash cos my brain sux big time.

went bugis with bel to get our clothes at newbie. i love my jacket. and den waited and waited... and in the end we didn't go queensway. too lazy and too tired too. Missed Zhang Dong liang at BPP. haha anywae he wasn't my idol.. so nv go see also alright.

next month can get my award from the guo association and den BBSS!. off i go!.

9:08 PM