To my one and only dearest idol, ahyi:
Happy Happy Birthday Day!!
May all your wishes come through!!
Take care and All the best :)The day went off fine with my dream. hah i finally dreamt of her again. though the dream wasn't complete and there are many extras ppl or stars who i saw in my dream. Bud at least a hello from her is enuff. and today F2F came out. great isn't it? bro claim tt he thinks the show was superb after watching 2epi of it.
Hopefully i get to see idol soon in real life and not in my dreams anymore. Hahahhh and i realli wish i would have the chance to attend her bdae party in Hk. Signing Off~
11:09 PM
Opps. there goes my shirley's post whom someone dun wan it to be disappear. Bud it can't be i forever don't blog rite? Haha i haven been changing my blog skin anywae. not free to do so.. and i am comfortable with the current 1. It seems like i have decided on the FES. and it is quite true when this particular teacher kinda told us:
"U can forget abt the exams! what for take the exam again when u are sure u have already been promoted to J2 and the main purpose of Promos is that. There are plenty of chances in life that u can take ur exams. why not take this opportunity to be more exposed to other things in life and gain more experience"true. anywae from long time back i have already have the ans in my heart that i wanted the FES despite my bloody lousy results that just scrape through the criteria. I am slacking hard rite now. cos it seems like i am too tired to go to sch. realli hope that holiday will come knocking on my door TMR. bud well in my dreams. I wanted to do some self-study during the holidays at my own pace. How gd it is studying without any stress. Glad that i am still striving hard for gd results despite my decision and i still do revision on my lectures b4 doing tutorial! :DDDD Oh well got the programme for FES ppl and it seems rather interesting!. 1 at mediacorp on news reporting and the other at the zoo. hah i only have interest in this 2.
Went to see Chiobu, aka GG. was so up close with her. though its not realli an enjoyable trip cos i dun seems to know the ppl there well except my usual gang. Bud bud, its definitely a fruitful one and a changed of impression. It's great that she have a nice assistant and she's very obedient. obedient in a way that she trust her assistant alot and whatever her assistant ask her to do she will agree to it.
I used to think that she's fake and improfessional on screen. Or like what we discussed and said- we expected her to be as fake as ahsheh (towards fans). Bud somehow my impression did changed a bit even b4 seeing her, when jessica told me how nice she was. GG was kinda soft-spoken and shy in my opinion. and she's super duper quiet bud at least the feeling she gave is real and sincere. When she speak, u can hardly hear her unless u are so near to her u see. Like some well-manered princess liddat. completely diff from onscreen which i think she's a little talkative. One thing i couldn't stand abt her is.. She is way too skinny. oh my god. should have asked her to eat more. look at her legs and it looks like she is only left with bones. I'm serious!.
In addition to it, i was at the function and the place we were sitting is like so near to her. and just find her a little pathetic cos she have been facing the camera for like i dunno how long ever since she sat down on tt sofa. Anywae she looks like esther. One funny thing tt happen was we were asked to wait at this ulu place at the function for GG to take photos with us by her assistant. and when she was abt to leave, the assistant ask her to come to our area. and she realli did. Omg. and one whole swamp of ppl (the press, the ppl who are crazy over her) follow her to our area and she just smiled at us and took some pics with us, ya just us only. The assistant only allow her fans (which i do not fall under this category)to take. So after taking with me (the last one), the assistant just practically ask GG to go. and this funny barbarious auntie stopped GG by pulling her waist. i think GG was shock haha. and we were like "wad the hack?"
Okay ended. lazy to elaborate further, its already a bonus tt i have elaborated so much. hah. anywae great to see idol's gd fren and well lucky to be so close up with her.
Idol left a msg at TY!! so yaya papaya and i think i was the first to reply her. i kinda have that feeling that she will leave a msg there yesterdae since she would prob be touched by the fans presents. hopefully she can come to SG real soon and i will prepare a special gift for her. watch yummy yummy clips/interviews and the show itself. Kinda missed her!. faster come leh~~
12:45 AM
Oh man help me.. save me from making decisions. I hate making decisions cos i always think of the goods and bads that i have. Many people are encouraging me to take up the full exemption thing (i manage to just scrape through the criterial which meant that my results are quite lousy) especially my parents and teachers. bud there are just so much to worry abt. Everybody say they have trust and confidence in me and said if i am worried they will motivate me to study along with them despite me not taking the exams. Thanx guys. hahs I shall think it through.
Yesterdae was the last day of the Chinese hungry ghost festival. as usual we went down to burn the necessary things. after that i asked bro to accompany me over to BPP to see the Starhub "Roadshow". Bud in the end everybody followed along. wanted to drink Bubble Tea, bud its like so stupid.. the 4 of us didn't have a single cents in our pocket. After looking at the hps, when we were abt to go home. Dad asked me to queue for him to withdraw money. After he withdraw his money, he just suddenly shoved the money that he withdraw to me and den say "U wan? give u buy handphone." den i went "Huh?! realli!?!".. den mum was like keep asking us to go home.. den dad say "Orh.. no need liao ur mum say go home and ppl closing shops le.. next month i bring u to IT fair or wad fair at EXPO den buy giv u.."
Oh my gawd. siao sia. i think he is seriously out of his mind. and i couldn't find any reason why he is treating me so nice. and not just me only. He is also buying for bro!!. Moreover i haven even tell him my results for this term and the full exemption thing i have gotten. Anywae i think mum wasn't realli happy LOL. bud she wanted dad to get her smth too i guess. hahaaha. and i heard her scolding dad "U ar.. save until so hard to help them pay for their studies still go and buy hp give them.. zzzzz".. den after i heard tt suddenly i feel guilty. so i was telling them i will pay half of it or smth. Anywae after being used to paying this kind of things myself, i feel weird. Thanx a lot man. realli love my dad and mum a lot! wahaaaa
I must study hard to repay them!!. and save up money for University bahhs. dun 1 make them pay so much for me.
10:37 PM
i am not feeling well. bad flu day. block nose, sore throat and stuffs. too much of screaming on friday or maybe sunday cheering for the soccer match tt i watched.
today feel so sorry to so many ppl. i realise i am lagging back. as in i no longer do tutorials and stuff.. what i promised others to do i didn't do. Sorry for everything. luckily things seems fine to me right now. at least i still understands my lectures and i am revising in the bus at times. And den i have actually promised my teachers to take up the selection test for phy and chem olympaid. I noe i'm not up to standard and i probably won't get past the selection test anywae. Budden its giving much pressure to myself.
It seems like 2 weeks after the common test, i have turned into a even busier person. i think busy to have fun outside. Bud they are just promise i have made to people and that i have to turn up for sure. Its my responsibility and duty to do so. Bud it was yesterdae's event that make me feel what i am doing are total meaningless.. exhausting.. and den i realise the fact that i no longer enjoy the process at all. Unless it was just my idols. not all stars are as friendly as them, not all stars appreciate the things we have done for them. So i kinda decided tt i would only go and have a look unless it is some ppl tt i realli like or other programmes like TVBI Promo and most imp. when my idol comes. Still considering whether i should go and see chiobu.
I feel that i have neglected my family at times, when i actually am busy going out with frens and busy with sch work. i wished to talk to them, bud i find it just so hard or rather weird to just tell them abt what happen in sch. I know that becos of my sch life i am pressurised or maybe i have just become increasingly irritatble that i often vent my anger and yell at them. And i just find it so hard to say sorry. I realli thanked them for trusting me and giving me freedom to do anything i wan. Trusting me i can manage my time well or handle my studies well. In fact my motivation studies not only comes from my character of being competitive bud at the same time.. i know that that's the only way i can do to repay them.
FL closed down. a sudden strike on fung fans. kinda feel a pity. definitely.. and after reading what Sasa post at the guestbook.. i just dunno how i feel. i think its hard to put down the things she have done to FL. though i dun go FL that often. i always feel that Sasa did a very good job in every aspect, she is definitely a gd leader. Bud things are like this.. when its time u have to part with something, u must part.
Its tuesday tomorrow. remember to watch "It's showtime". Wonder will i be on tv. hahs. friday was a great day out with BBSS gd buddies and we have a great time cheering. realli think our grp are hypers bud i lost my voice when the recording have even started! and i finally understanding the meaning of team work and JJ Spirit. Though we lost the competition, we did not lose our spirit awae. It's amazing how just 1 person can lead so many ppl in a cheer. and when the leader say Shhh. there was realli pure silence. realli enjoy cheering. hope there are more of such events in future.
On the other hand.. i think sch was fine bud.. i guess there are more and more internal conflicts between people in my class just that people doesn't show it out. Maybe like what Huisi have said. the better u noe someone.. the more u find the bad pts in them and the more conflicts will occur. It was then i realise the people who are closer to me are still my secondary sch frens. after being frens for more than 4 years, we noe each other well and it is only them that i dare to tell them what i dislike abt them and i realise we dun always quarrel anymore.
Oh yea i have finally receive my kevin's album and poster signed. Thanx veron and yen yee for the help. The album was kinda cheap and the packaging was real nice. Though not sure whether the songs are nice or not. bud i am already happy to see the album in my hands. plus plus all the picture in the pictorial book are nicely taken. moreover its just cost 16.50 inclusive of poster! :D
Yesterdae's soccer match was funny and interesting. realli entertaining. much of the time was spent on laughing at Eric Tsang (Zeng Zi Wei) and Chen Bai Xiang's weird action when they kick the ball and stuffs. hahaha its just so funny.
Anywae shall end here... shall update again./
10:56 PM
i am not feeling well. bad flu day. block nose, sore throat and stuffs. too much of screaming on friday or maybe sunday cheering for the soccer match tt i watched.
today feel so sorry to so many ppl. i realise i am lagging back. as in i no longer do tutorials and stuff.. what i promised others to do i didn't do. Sorry for everything. luckily things seems fine to me right now. at least i still understands my lectures and i am revising in the bus at times. And den i have actually promised my teachers to take up the selection test for phy and chem olympaid. I noe i'm not up to standard and i probably won't get past the selection test anywae. Budden its giving much pressure to myself.
It seems like 2 weeks after the common test, i have turned into a even busier person. i think busy to have fun outside. Bud they are just promise i have made to people and that i have to turn up for sure. Its my responsibility and duty to do so. Bud it was yesterdae's event that make me feel what i am doing are total meaningless.. exhausting.. and den i realise the fact that i no longer enjoy the process at all. Unless it was just my idols. not all stars are as friendly as them, not all stars appreciate the things we have done for them. So i kinda decided tt i would only go and have a look unless it is some ppl tt i realli like or other programmes like TVBI Promo and most imp. when my idol comes. Still considering whether i should go and see chiobu.
I feel that i have neglected my family at times, when i actually am busy going out with frens and busy with sch work. i wished to talk to them, bud i find it just so hard or rather weird to just tell them abt what happen in sch. I know that becos of my sch life i am pressurised or maybe i have just become increasingly irritatble that i often vent my anger and yell at them. And i just find it so hard to say sorry. I realli thanked them for trusting me and giving me freedom to do anything i wan. Trusting me i can manage my time well or handle my studies well. In fact my motivation studies not only comes from my character of being competitive bud at the same time.. i know that that's the only way i can do to repay them.
FL closed down. a sudden strike on fung fans. kinda feel a pity. definitely.. and after reading what Sasa post at the guestbook.. i just dunno how i feel. i think its hard to put down the things she have done to FL. though i dun go FL that often. i always feel that Sasa did a very good job in every aspect, she is definitely a gd leader. Bud things are like this.. when its time u have to part with something, u must part.
Its tuesday tomorrow. remember to watch "It's showtime". Wonder will i be on tv. hahs. friday was a great day out with BBSS gd buddies and we have a great time cheering. realli think our grp are hypers bud i lost my voice when the recording have even started! and i finally understanding the meaning of team work and JJ Spirit. Though we lost the competition, we did not lose our spirit awae. It's amazing how just 1 person can lead so many ppl in a cheer. and when the leader say Shhh. there was realli pure silence. realli enjoy cheering. hope there are more of such events in future.
On the other hand.. i think sch was fine bud.. i guess there are more and more internal conflicts between people in my class just that people doesn't show it out. Maybe like what Huisi have said. the better u noe someone.. the more u find the bad pts in them and the more conflicts will occur. It was then i realise the people who are closer to me are still my secondary sch frens. after being frens for more than 4 years, we noe each other well and it is only them that i dare to tell them what i dislike abt them and i realise we dun always quarrel anymore.
Oh yea i have finally receive my kevin's album and poster signed. Thanx veron and yen yee for the help. The album was kinda cheap and the packaging was real nice. Though not sure whether the songs are nice or not. bud i am already happy to see the album in my hands. plus plus all the picture in the pictorial book are nicely taken. moreover its just cost 16.50 inclusive of poster! :D
Yesterdae's soccer match was funny and interesting. realli entertaining. much of the time was spent on laughing at Eric Tsang (Zeng Zi Wei) and Chen Bai Xiang's weird action when they kick the ball and stuffs. hahaha its just so funny.
Anywae shall end here... shall update again./
10:56 PM
in fact.. another hectic week and i couldn't find much time to sleep. actually i did sleep a lot this weekend cos i was way too tired to do anything when i got home. Sicko dayyyyyyssss..
A few days back during civics lesson, we have a talk on the Nanjing massacre. Suddenly it reminds me abt the Hiroshima show i watched on National geographic. Saw many gross pics and i was so terrified or maybe traumatized by those pics of woman being rape and den humilated by take pics of their naked body and stuff. and some pics when Chinese are stabbed by those jap soldiers. Wad i couldn't stand most are still the pics of those comfort woman.. and it definitely stirr up negative feelings towards the Jap in me. Freak hell Bastards is all i could say. I believe the worst thing a guy can do to a woman is to rape her.
den i rmbed.. bro asking me the quest "Do u think it's neccessary to drop the atomic bombs on Japan?".. I rmbed replying "Er.. maybe..most prob yes".. Den he said "Bud they are innocent!" I was like so pissed off.. they are innocent- SO WHAT. How abt us? We are innocent too. the way Chinese died is 10000 times more terrible more gruesome than how Japanese died. Where are they when ppl ard the world are suffering under the hands of japanese? they are enjoying life. will they stop if we dun drop the bomb?.
bud still ar. just angry with the Jap ppl in the past only. now no negative feelings towards the younger generation of cos lah..
ok lah got back my results.. sigh physics was the most disappointing of all. i actually got a lower mark for phy compared to econs LOL. dats so sadding. and i hope tt i can get at least a B for phy for overall.. econs too.. :DD
shall update again on sun. I am tired and still hab to wake up so early tmr! faints.
12:58 AM
Blogging have been like such a hard thing for me cos i just couldn't find the time to update. and within a week there are just so many things for me to blog abt.
Last week the sentosa trip. i almost forgotten we actually met a very very very very LAME ice-cream man u see.. haha.. he definitely brightens up our mood since we are rather dissapointed with the fireworks we saw on national day itself. one funny thing he said tt i remembered goes like this. Huisi wanted biscuit with ice-creams. den uncle gave her biscuit + bread. and we were like "Wow".. and the girls went "Uncle!!! i also wan!!" and Uncle den replied "Wad?!! Uncle so old already u all also wan?" We all faint LOL.
Friday was a day out at Bugis searching for goods for Eclub again. wad a huge success!! we found 2 stalls willing to provide goods on consignment. Me and alena was definitely delighted!.
Saturday, me, alena, glenn, binghe went to marcus house to do project. weird combination u see cos alena and Bh wasn't even in my grp. ate at tiong first and marcus went on telling his "jokes" which i dunno wad he is talking abt. bud we just burst out luffing becos of his laughter HAHAH. And Rhino thing. Went to his house and we saw him having baskets of stuff on his balcony... and from afar.. i was like "is that 3 baskets of birdnests?".. Den i saw alena's and glenn's shock look. LOL Comfirm is birdnest already. Oh man he is rich! And mr glenn chong still tell me he tot it is chilli. so crappy. Chilli are red not yellow. haha. bud its quite a enjoyable day at his house cos his laughter and lame jokes bring abt so much entertainment.
Followed on, alena and me went to meet sj,hs,matt,sh to eat steamboat at marina bay. So full! bud not very nice. 6 of us squeeze into a cab. and proceed on to esplanade to look at the fireworks. so squeezy and we kept ourself close tgt if not we will lose each other. luckily we manage to find a good place to look at it. bud in a squeezy environement. after tt went marina.. and i kinda went bersak. and my laughter sounds almost as crazy as marcus one. U see, doing proj with him for just a day.. had influence me so much. Lols.
Sunday. watch POC with dad!! Lols. just me and him. and we ate at delifrance. i had actually come to a conclusion that Captain Jack Sparrow. or rather PIRATE Jack haha is such a jerk, coward from the head till the end of the show. except the last part i think? Bud still he is god damn funny. will turner was great.
Oh yea face to fate is out already !! Winks***. and i heard idol's sub theme. gosh it was definitely the best among the other songs she had sing. Frankie's part was realli damn nice. too bad after watching Herbalist manual. His li shi zhen is realli badly acted out. during some scenes where mich and him broke off or anything. mich is into tt scene. bud he just look like a stone there. bud i am so gonna like ray's char. i think he looks cute and playful inside heheh..
veron and yenyee came back from hk!. hahs and dey actually brought back 13 kevin's album and poster. It cost only $16.50 inclusive of poster. so cheap. And they have actually help me gotten his signature, with Dear Grace on it. haha Thanx lots guys. In fact me and jess was planning to ask him to sign when he come SG since he have already cfmed tt he is coming in Oct. so we ask veron not to let him sign first. bud on 2nd tot. i think i won't be letting him sign anything in the pressence of ahyi (if only she's coming). Speaking of her. i am quite irritated with her change of image. Lazy to talk abt her le. anywae..so fast going to sept and den soon it will be oct!!
update again soon!!. tiredddd....
11:51 PM
Life seems to become even more busy after common test - bud mainly to play. sometimes i find pointless to go out to relax urself by shopping or playing at the beach cos it seems that it is depriving me of sleep nowadays. Projects came popping up of nowhere is making my work load even heavier.
Upcoming events: Chem trial spa, submission of EOM, Common test for GP
and i still haven come down with an idea for the account thing for ECLub.arghhs life is always so terrible.
i am just so tired rite now. and den i put in little effort for the GP project which is realli no grp. i only contribute little pts and did not look for articles. Just feel that it is not doing me good for my upcoming GP CT. my GP for this term was a flop. Oh man... i'm going insane anytime.
last week was fun with the class at sentosa on wed. i'm so lazy to elaborate the stuffs.. so just short forms of the things we did.
met up with singhwa and zhisheng at BPP first b4 meeting lihui on the bus. den we were late and everybody ate their breakfast at habour front. Took a bus which has a super duper long queue u see.. purchase ticket took the blue line and den reached siloso beach. Started playing volleyball and shortly after we ended up in the dirty sea full of "vegetables" playing water captain ball. So tiring running after the god damn ball cos i couldn't swim haha. And den i think we ended up doing CIP by throwing all the "vegetables" on to the shore.
I had no idea why and when we went up to the shore. and den up next was our class guys found a yellow snake swimming in the seaa. SSSsss..~ and some ah beng aids in bringing it up on the shore and they crack some funny jokes at the bangalas (i have no idea seriously why so many of them are appearing in sentosa on a national day- and when they pass by girls they just oogle at them. *Yucks). took some class photos and we went to bury everybody. LOL Nicholas looks like a girl can. He can be Miss S14 already. later on the class splits. some went to the sea to continue playing while others went to cycle. Me, huisi, lihui and some other guys did nothing and just gossip while we sun-tan ourselves.
Oh man now i'm burnt. After everything, ate chickenrice at harbour front before heading to kallang (with Alena, huisi, lihui, char, ASH, SJ, matt and blueberry lim) which was flooded with so many ppl due to the celebration. Sat at the road side to watch the fireworks which was darn disappointing. bud still quite cool cos when u lift up ur head, the fireworks are just above u. Still italy one was better. den we headed home all tired.
Thur- went out to study with bel and sara. they probably tot i am insane just to come here becos i said i am coming. LOL quite pissed with sara u see. kidding. bud just think they have gone bersak.
ok shall continue blogging later on.
12:48 AM
Sometimes the word lazy just pop up of nowhere. its 9aug! so many ppl's birthday in august!.. well well. Happy birthday!! -to Huisi,Alena, Kristian.. and Shirley, Kevin and Ahyi! haha. and Lastly, happy birthday to Singapore. =)
have been rather tired this days in sch. Monday was a long day and den.. as usual we always got lectured by teachers u see.. i think our class was kinda notorious for the amt of noise pollution we created and Mrs Ong said "everything to u all is funny..". LOL and we luffed again. I think she is totally pissed off with our behaviour in class. and realli.. i think we are bersak freaks cos we really did luff at everything HAHA.
and we were kinda forced to stay back for smth. bud we helped up and i think little ppl appreciated our help.. blahhs ass.
and i drop dead on my bed last nite bud surprisingly, i woke up at 4plus without the need of setting my alarm, just to do my E.O.M. Went to sch and was kinda bloody pissed off with bikila house for some freaking hell reason. I dunno bud i just think the leader is not doing a gd job and its like our help is realli not appreciated in a way. Shit ass. first they say they needed ppl in the tug of war. follow on they ask us to join in (which i already have expected there were be too many ppl). Bud they just ask us to go along. when they found out there is too much ppl, the first one to be out is ppl whom they don't know. By then i am already seriously pissed. is like ask me come, den push me out later on. Everything is last min and stuff.
Whatever whatever, by the end of the whole thing i am already dragggedd tired.. maybe becos i woke up early just to finish eom. i'm sorry tt i PS-ed u guys halfway thru cos i realli couldn't take it anymore. don't wish to dampen u guys' mood. Bud i'm seriously tired and my foot realli hurts from all the walking we did. Moreover i realli have nth to shop abt. i'm sorry.. kinda feddup when i walk to the bus stop just now, i am making so much detours and my legs hurting even more, headache and stuff.
reach home and have a good rest. went to jack's place for dinner. oh yea. finally. i think i better get some sleep now cos i will die off tmr for my class sentosa trip.
12:35 AM
17:50 - Jessica Phoned me. (Forced to blog by jessica wahahahahah)
Shirley: Hello..
Me: Hello.. Sze kei ar? sun yat fai lok!
Shirley: Thank you! how did u noe abt it?(i think i forgotten to reply her bud she kept on continue the conversation)
Me: Er Yesterdae i saw you .. you dun seems to be feeling rather well. are u okay right now?
Shirley: Yes yes thank you for ur concern.
Me: Sorry that i didn't come to the airport to send u off..
Shirley: Its alright, hope there is still a chance that i will come next time to see u guys again :D Anyway i bought a lot of pandan cake.. alot of frens from hongkong love to eat it..
And den tada.. i forget wad i say. maybe i am just too scare and i kinda black out after tt. as in i dunno wad to say. So i told her..
Me: Yi lu shun feng ar! (in canto)
Shirley: Thank you thank you.. hope that next time i will come singapore again..
Me: ok next time den.. :D
Anywae it was a rather short conversation bud it seems that Shirley spoke too much in my impression and i cannot catch much of what she was talking. mainly abt the pandan cake haha. well.. at the start i feel a pity that i didn't went to the airport to see her off.. bud now the feeling kinda died off. I would probably been even sader if that was ahyi.
Bud the feeling of talking to her, seeing her looking at us from afar.. makes me feel that she is sincere and genuine. I have seriously nv seen any TVB star that is so friendly so nice (makes u feel as though she's a fren) and den.. so genuine as well. Not even ahyi, not even raymond. that's how i feel. well i will like her as a star, bud not to the extent of being her fan. hopefully there is a chance that i will see her again :D
well.. i find her singing not bad. at least she sang live. Hahah unlike frankie who is lip-singing. and her 2nd song- Yue ding by faye wong was seriously nice. ~
Note to momo ren (jessica) hahaha. thanx for calling me kae?! haha. Realli thank u alot, u have been helping me and stuff. First was kawing and now is shirley. Take care lah. i guess it will be long when we see each other again le. Maybe in october!. Oh yah u better send me our photos okay! LOL. C-U online den. I think u probably have gone hay-wired after seeing shirley and all the nice treatment u got from her and forgotten abt me LOL. kk lah c-u soon bahs. :P
Yesterdae was a whole day out. Happen to see the Italian fireworks at Millenium Walk which was pretty cool. It lasted for 10mins and left me in amaze. its been a long time i seen fireworks life. and den.. After the whole thing ends. all the way from esplanade till millenium walk, the whole air is full of smoke LOL. and den after eating our dinner we went off to take some pictures.. I think the few of us makes good parapazzi bud we just aren't too professional cos too scare to approach. bud wadever the case. great day and great ppl!
6:24 PM
all common tests done. bud bud.. physics was the worsely done 1. oh my.. *SIGH. I think i'm quite confident with maths n maybe econs. Just the feeling. Chem was okay. NVM. Shi bai nai cheng gong zhi mu! i shall study hard from now on.
recently have been rather busy. i think i will be more busy this weekend. last week i spend the weekend out and only studied maths. wasted. On saturday went to meet jessica to buy presents for Kawing at Queensway. Actually was thinking of printing a hat for him. bud there are some problems lah. So its alright then.. bud we saw a shop whereby the guy drew a portrait of someone on the shirt. oh my, it was god damn nice lah. Anywae went off to meet veron and company. its been a long time since we last saw each other. and it was a funny day out with them. They spend a lot of effort to make the present for kawing.. (kawing so must rmb us!! i sacrifise my study time to buy pressies for u leh) and den still film video =.= to wish him happy birthday. so funny haha..
i kinda.. lost my motivation in studying.. i think i better clear up my room first. before i can start studying appropraitely. And maybe.. i am too tired to.. i dunno wads wrong with me seriously. initially i tot i am just being lazy.. later i tot.. its not just the prob with laziness bud i tend to find my results for my exams all so imp. which is affecting my mood recently. Actually whether it is imp or not, i have already have the ans in my mind. Bud still i think i am being used to it after going thru exams and tests for years..
There will be a long break next week. yay! hopefully i can take a break and den.. do some self-reflection on my own weirdo behaviour.
den when i come online this evening.. i saw this... stunning!!. lol.. the long awaited kiss by bota fans. Somehow i find BOTA seems to be more fated compared to Fungyi. Look at 3 series BOTA acted in tgt. and den.. in 3 series they will end up as Husband and wife. For Casino Crisis they nearly did (not sure abt the ending). And in the upcoming 2. they have babies =.=!. LOL. And i certainly love ay's long hair. it look so much better right now compared to her previous hairdos.
I have lost interests in the channels i subscribed- VV Drama and TVBJ. well.. haha TVBJ is just for show. i am only waiting for TVB Anni to come. and i dun hab the time to watch as well. Instead i have developed increasing interest in Ch12/Ch11 the national geographic channel which was super interesting. first was the black hole thing. and next was the Psychic witnesses. Very interesting ways to solve cases- police seek help from ppl with psychic powers to trace missing people, how they are killed or even find out who the murderer was. all true facts!
And other stuffs:::.. The Pictures of the car wash a few weeks back.
The big van- the big customer of the day
End of the day group photoKinda feel bad for ps-ing others for the CIP work tmr. bud i am kinda busy and tired after a hectic week. Pls gib me a break. sorry shumin for disappointing u.
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