heh heh heh *ben ren at airport now. Boarding the plane inn 10mins time! take care guys!! and bon voyage to me :) wahahha

7:23 AM

你的朋友,我,快要飛了!!

Yes.. this is my last post before i fly to China, Xi`An tmr morning. Transitting at Guang Zhou. Sigh* not a good idea at all. I actually have some phobia after watching ch11/12 Crash scene investigations. I'm a little worried cos i haven been on the plane for like 5-6 years? and yet i have to sit 4 flights.

好吧!祝*本人一路順風吧!

Wan any souvenirs? Haha my souvenirs all food :) Just rmb to wish 本人 Happy birthday :). Hahhahah such a psycho..


I spent the whole afternoon sleeping cos i was dragged tired after the meeting from 9am to 7pm yesterdae.In fact, my commitee have nothing much to do except waiting for reply from the companies. So we ended up doing door to door sale to raise fund for the upcoming carnival. got back, me, chendi and zhongru spent 2 whole hours in the staff room making phone calls asking for sponsorship and stuff. if u are thinking why so long, when we only need to call up a few companies to remind them to reply to our email.. Haha we help PST team also!(PST damn pathetic, they have to call up over 100 companies!) haha bit bit nia. I did make quite a lot of phone calls as well.. and it was my first time doing so, quite fun.




Love fiesta commitee room :)
and den today, mr ho still wan to meet us at 9.30 =.= just for a tee-shirt and a super short briefing.did some last min shopping and i going off for a nap. b4 going to the airport le.

anywae recently.. have been thinking abt some stuffs.. and realli feel that life is like so liddat lor. some friends whom u noe just come and go like passerbys.. reminds me abt the AJ frens that i made in first 3 months, and the 1st day of the 02 orientation there. and my primary sch frens.. its like they just come and go quietly. Recently i have a chat with turtle.. Its been like a year since we last saw each other and quite a long while since we last chatted. and i realise she's going oversea to study and puzzie is already in overseas studying law! Hias.

Found this pics in my hp, forgotten i took them:


Was buying food on tues when i saw this haha. cos i was thinking quite interesting, this thing also got mediacorp logo on it. Den i was like thinking "mediacorp, the choice.. Haha ya lor, the choice, cos SG only got TCS the only tv station wad. we got other choice meh?"


Haha kena interview!! Bud damn funny la. i still rmb asking the person after my first take: "可以嗎? (with my thumbs up, asking if its good)".. The person replied me: "很好! 可是.. 你可以說短一點嗎?" *Pengs!
Anywae gtg le bahs.!! take care guys. c u after one week :).

11:16 PM

wah! recently everyday blog.. :) good rite?

today, hab maths lecture till 1pm. i sounded quite in a bad mood and nobody dare to talk to me. Good leh! liddat can concentrate on lecture. basically my flu worsen liao lor. got Super Phlegmy cough, and still ear jammed. Left side Jam, Right side butter (hahah).

den from last week de momo date, i consulted bloody on what medicine did she used for her phlegmy cough, till now i still haven buy!!.. Died. i think i go China, ppl think i kena bird flu..

Watched Casino Royale today with Huisi and Auntie. Daniel Craig is shuai, bud he look old leh. realli like his blue eyes and his natural brown hair. bud tt show quite disappointing leh. Not as nice as the previous Die Another Day(i think).

Oh ya! today go change money. Like finally can. Was nt suppose to take so much money go la. bud my mum insisted i take cos must help her buy clothes (=.=). tell her i not so free le lor. i go there for study trip not to shopping. I think at most buy food nia. Cos i love food more than clothes.

Den my father..

Dad: "Go there.. must be careful there got a lot of fake notes($$)"
Me: "then how? how to see real or fake?"
Dad: "Gib exact la!"
Me: "Siao, impossible la, mine all 100 RMB leh"
Dad: "That's why lor!"
Me: "Huh? that's why wad?! That's why i'm asking u how to see real or fake wad!"
Dad: "How to tell u? this is common sense ma! touch noe liao.."

Got answer like no answer liddat..

Dad: "Den blah blah take so much money, later kena robbed"

*Aiya ear jam dunno wad he saying.. thinking tt he was saying smth else..

Me: "Oh, u dun worry la, i won't bring so much money with me when i go out"
Dad: "Den u think hotel very safe is it?"
Me: (Thinking: Yahor!)"Den how?"
Dad: "Ya la, that's why i'm saying ask u put money at diff areas, so when u kena robbed off ur bag, u still hab money in ur pocket wad! ur pants got a lot of pocket wad"

Got dao li and interesting idea hor? Hahhaha.. bud sounds stupid. haha later i count money got trouble leh. Ur fren here likes to count money 1 hahaha.. Den so i was thinking.. i got 1000+RMB, got 5 pockets (including my wallet). So 1000RMB+ divide by 5 hahaha.

Dumb la. bleahx

9:33 PM

yesterdae was not suppose to go home tt late la. but in the end, after the meeting i went to monsternya house to play. den once i get my hands on pay day and monopoly or stuff, cannot stop already. Somemore play till 10plus. anywae thanks for the early surprised bdae bash. Though i kinda suspected smth when u guys made me wait for like more than 3omins at the club house.. and den later when i go up ur house,u all refused to open the house for me, acting as though no one at home liddat =.=. anywae really thank you.

I'm flying over to china in a few days time, and i still haven pack my bag. Still must do research. Good game.. and blahhs if i know earlier i dun ask for subsidy le(no la kidding, 600bucks leh!) cos arghhhs!! Hoho saboed ppl to do the presentation thing to i dunno who and i am like one of them. Blahs when i saw the stupid email i was like "What!?! OP just over leh, dun so torture ppl leh, i talk to 10 ppl in class my leg already start to shake." (and is shake until super terrible)Realli kns lor, i should have volunteered myself to do video filming.

frankly speaking, i dun feel like joining love fiesta liao.. somehow at times feel tt i am quite useless, no contributions. Even got contribute, ideas also like shit or ppl won't accept it.


today went to mediacorp. reach super early and den.. we suay suay kena this interview thing regarding the Star awards de. wanna run also cannot run. Being very nice students, so we decide to help them. Hahah.. 98% will show on tv? dunno la.. dun think i will rmb to watch.

offically last day go back le, and dun think we would have the chance to go back also..(got reason to go back meh? even though boss say free den come back and see them) cos basically i dun think i dare to go back with all the trouble caused. feel so bad just now. go wardrobe and make up room. wah saw ann kok, huang wen yong, huang biren, mich chia, pris, quan yi feng.. go there star gazing nia. Bud ann kok wear the sunglasse + her hair, got my big idol's tt kind of feel leh. Look alike. haha.

go there, main purpose was to take a lot of photo. In the end, i think i paiseh this paiseh tt, by the time i not paiseh no need take liao lor. nice one. better change a bit, add more layers of skin on my face better. oh ya i was suppose to eat the 2.50 laksa also! den realli dun hab lor. No fate. so sad.


so nv take photo lor(hahah).. so i insisted on taking a grp photo for FES peeps at the canteen.

blahhhs and today, i learnt abt something lor. wah piang eh, damn embarrassing. hias

anywae thanx boss, lynne and serene.. really thank you.

9:10 PM

20 Nov. My long awaited series since march.


Dicey Business
This meant tt big idol is left with 1 more show to be aired next year- Sweetheart Tempest.Saw the preview, and Bota's kiss and hug was damn gd la! haha.. anywae kinda feel a little worried abt her. cos i think L.o.w, sweetheart.. and even Casino, she is like a flower-vase. little screentime, yet called a 2nd lead. hopefully, someday she could be like kenneth.. get recognised, with her hardwork paid off.

Hope she won't be a flower-vase again in her upcoming new series. Blah the cast is so damn unattractive, bud still i like the producer :P.

I'm looking forward to casino!! BOTAA!!~~ my love

12:51 AM

last wednesday, me and belbel, bobo, Monsternya went to JE Pizza hut for lunch. waited till 1.30pm for the student meal. Cheaper mah! hahaha.

there's reason we chose this location. cos basically, west mall's service realli sux. and there's this funny cute manager there. (muahahhahah)

So we each ordered baked rice meal.. all curry chicken, except mine - Chicken ole. side orders - garlic bread (me fav!) and drumb sticks. wahahha plus this dish...

2:51 PM

u say i attitude u, thank you.. ya i attiude u and i must realli tell u, i very unhappy abt u.

maybe i have been in a rather roul mood recently and today i think my mind quite stress up. when i answered u in a irritated mood, i am already hinting to u to leave me alone. Still freakingly block my stupid way when i attempted to get out of the room. Idiot! When i watch tv, u come and freakingly irritate me and always like to hug my boster. Yucks! that's wad i realli hate abt u!. Ask u get away, the more u wan to do it. just now at the toilet, dunno wads the prob with u also. Got ppl inside, got ppl inside la! Is there a need to knock the door and ask "Who is it?". Freak hell la. i already very pissed off with u the whole day liao lor. still everytime also liddat ask. Got ppl got ppl la! just wait cannot is it. I everytime also wait wad. So i answered in a quite pissed off mood "Wad? ask for wad?".. and u freakingly threatened "Dun think i long time nv beat u, i won't beat u hor!"

Asshole lor. ans u in irritated tone also must kena beaten by u is it. u think u my bro u very big is it. tell u, u have no right to beat me lor. My parents then have the right to beat me. Dun think u fat u can use ur bloody violence. Just leave me alone, i can survive without talking to u. Maybe makes me happier a bit. Maybe i am just xiao ti da zuo. Bud i dun care. i just see u buai song u wan me how. U better dun talk to me tmr!!

11:55 PM

Hello! I'm so happy today.. I lifted the burden off my chest already!...

This morning i realised for the past few days i have been having insomia... sleepless nitez despite the fact that i am realli realli realli god damn tired when i got home.

So, i finally have a taste of how it feels when u are busy with sch stuff and working at the same time.. i think its hard for me to cope properly with the upcoming proj which will start to get hectic now.. imagine u have to worry abt not finishing up ur hw, worry tt ur work crash with ur meetings. Blahhs. realli headache. Last nite i think when i close my eyes, all i see is NTUC plastic bags. Good Job man.

so after my meeting this afternoon, i was like so brave la!! dunno why, got the courage and i went Str8 to find ms lim. bud couldn't find her and found my mum instead. So i told her that i wanted to quit. Yes quit. and she was like "huh why liddat? u dun join ur sch stuff commitee la!". Bud she didn't noe that i would prefer tt to working.. bud she just gave way cos the auntie selling ham was like telling her "Aiyo, dun give ur girl pressure la, she dun1 to work dun let her work la!".. wah gg. if my mum ever say this to me i am damn happy.

So went back, and called up the person.. and this ends my 3 day job! Hahahha.... all i could do is apologised cos i realli feel guilty.. bud i realli feel so damn relax right now. after days of worrying.


Ok.. after all this, my conclusion was that - Oh pls I would nv ever ever ever find a job related to money anymore, so much of the pressure.. Next, i would never ever wan to have a job tat is not office based. Hahah cos i dun like standing. And lastly, PLS DO enjoy urself while u can. cos the feeling of going out to work is quite bad.


the meeting today was ok, quite fun. and we were supposed to rotate grps or maybe change members. In the end, we still end up in the same grp in Entertainment. Just tt charmaine joined, alena unknown, Leonard another grp.. wahahah wad a cheat. bud i think everybody are happy... Den i was like quite surprised when chendi requested leonard back to our grp. Great too! grp reunion kae hahah. like kinda feel tt, our grp can work quite well tgt :D..


wah the last thing i must complain was, pls i dun wan kawing to come on 30 Nov. Oh yea basically that was my birthday!.. and den i am oversea, if he come, i will die over my dead body.. maybe shall ask veron to ask him help me write Birthday msg. And it would be the 2nd time le.. kinda missed him. haha my dear in3. haha and Big idol! she's filming a new show and guess wad! is my fav scriptwriter or wadever.. The one who produce shows like Shine on u, love bond etc. Looking forward! bud the cast dun look attractive.

11:55 PM

your fren here is seriously upset, seriously feddup.. and tired

i just think sometimes i couldn't even open my mouth and tell my mum smth cos i feel that she dun even understand my feelings my worries etc. and only noes how to nag when she hear abt my problem.

i'm just so pissed.

4:03 PM

i am feeling damn sick rite now.

headache, ear jammed, flu... wahhh realli feddupp..

1st day of work was rather alright, not so bad like i tot. bud still. i came back with aching legs. In fact, i work for 2 hrs. i already feel the ache already. but still, quite regretted my choice of working.

Revision, Love Fiesta, Work, CCA...

i'm dying..

Yesterdae, 9-5pm sit there at queenstown listen to talk regarding training.. Boring. kinda psychoed myself tt for 1hr i sit got 5bucks. try to be happy a bit. lols.Today 8am have to be in sch for love fiesta. so far, my grp ppl get along quite well :D. den followed by OUAP, den cut hair den work.

dun plan to take flu jab le la. i sick how to take. Hias. haven take flu jab already kena flu lols. go and die le la.

settled Mediacorp stuff..

11:33 PM

good game. didn't plan to blog actually. but i doubt for the next few days, i would have time to blog.

was damn furious this afternoon... cos.. my parents sold my spoilt Sony Ericsson K500i to garang guni at only $4 tgt with newspapers!!

How could they!! I bought this hp with my own money at $168. and they just sold it to garang guni at only less than 4bucks!? Though its spoilt, bud it has sentimental values. I yelled at them while i started crying cos i realli feel god damn angry. I'm angry with my father.. and my mother for not stopping my father from selling it away.

They are obviously in the wrong.. Why?

1. You sold my handphone without my freaking hell permission
2. Next you did not tell me when u got home str8 away.. it was until late in the afternoon
3. You are in the wrong and not even a word of sorry?!
4. Not even a word of sorry nvm.. still come up with stupid excuses to insist that its right for u to sell my handphone away. "It's spoilt!" (So wad if its spoilt? can't i keep it?), "U dun even care abt ur hp, do u noe where u put tt hp of urs?" (of cos i know! oh pls, so wad if i throw it ard, that dun gib u the permission to sell it awae), "we wanted to ask u.. bud u was asleep!" (hah! this was crap.. can't u wake me up and ask me for my permission?)

I am really heartbroken.. yes becos tt was my first coloured phone, i use tt phone when i see ahyi.. And lastly.. IT's realli damn freak hell stupid to sell it at only less than 4bucks. Oh man. realli no common sense. I am realli damn freak hell angry.

Afterwards.. i showed my attitude and refused to talk to them... till now still dun1 to talk to my father.. just now after a while i realised that i shouldn't have yell at them.. due to various reasons - cos they always buy the things i like for me. Afterall the money i use to buy my hp.. i think its also considered their money.. Maybe not cos maybe it is the edusave money i have gotten. *Sigh.. of cos i do feel guilty as well.. cos i think mum is like always kena bullied by me. and yet she always buy my fav food for me. So.. i msged her

Me: "you wan me to forgive you.. you later buy me sushi.. The Taupok got Crab mayo and egg mayo 1.. den i forgive u"

Sometimes i realli agree.. ppl always can tolerate their frens, bud when it comes to ur family who offended u just becos of a small thing.. u will actually erupt hias.

Den i receive a call from Ms Lim abt last min training for my job. sigh.. next few days will be busy till 5.30pm. wonder the training got gib me pay 1 not. Hahah.. cya bahs.

9:25 PM

Today(i meant saturday) marks the end of PW. oh finally.. i like my grp members though.. bud i think they are happy that PW is finally finished. cos no more naggings and me keep bugging them asking them "are u sure this 1 can?"

today, i went to vivo.. crap place. ur fren here(me) is very anti-vivocity. cos i think that place sux =X. aha basically u see.. the road in tt shopping mall is damn messy!!! not as big as i tot it would be.. and damn noisy. reception sometimes also quite lousy.

ok to the main pt. this is my 2nd time there.. it would have been more times if i didn't object to it a few weeks back when my parents suggested to go. the first time we were there.. Food Republic haven open yet. Now.. we get to have a taste of how the food there is like. Like i tot to be, the outlook of Food Republic damn nice sia.. just like the 1 in Wisma, bud better.. and its damn cramp can!... nvm... what i wanted to say was...

the Food Republic in Vivo can go ...!!.. Its like daylight robbery. U noe i ate Bak Kut Teh.. one small bowl only got 2 small pathetic Bak Kut. *Faint.. and it cost $7.50 (*widen my eyes).. FYI, my fav BKT shop - 1 bowl only 4bucks.. and got 3 bak kut!... How can i be full? Next this craypot laksa which gravy taste terribly good cost me $6.90 when its damn normal, just tt it is on a craypot and den they use a lot of coconut for the gravy(which meant a lot of colesterol.. oh shit man). nvm.. what worse is that they gib me only 1 tiny Tau Pok(i really mean it leh! not even half the actual size of tau pok)!! how can liddat!! my fav leh. i buy outside $3 got 5-6 pieces of tau pok kae?!.. Den this small pan-fried bun cost $1.50.. i can use tt money eat 2 Cha Siu Bao leh. Wah i swear i nv eat there any more.

Then went to toilet, got cat fight. Actually is verbal 1 la.. den was rather feddup cos they are blocking the toilet entrance and its just a small thing i think. And oldAunties(as usual) kept nagging and wouldn't let the whole thing off... the younger woman was shouting all the way from the time when i just abt to enter. And den next, her husband was like wanted to bash the old auntie up. Wah damn no feng du lor. and he shouted at the old woman,"who is the one who kept shouting from the toilet till here?" Feel like answering.. Ur wife is shouting, the ahma is just saying. Get the facts rite la. ur wife also got wrong. look like ahbeng man..

hias feeling unright liddat. Sorry.

anywae yesterdae TVB Anni quite a flop la. as usual the awards are given to ppl who dun deserve it. though my handsome idol no.3 got fav actor.. i dun think he deserve tt. he should get fav male char instead. Bud still i'm happy for him :D at least he is humble.. wish him the best!. and my big idol wear until like santa claus!. hahahaah. just saw a interview abt her dress find her damn cute ahaha :P.. now i'm back to wanting to see her again! :D


off i go~~ feel like sleeping le. so damn tired.


Last time anni de. haha nice skit

12:48 AM

haha this morning. alarm haven go off. i already wake up le. recently dunno why dream of so many scary things!! today i dreamt that i am a proffessional assasin. cool rite?

switch on the tv and watch Good Morning Singapore(hahaha). den they were talking abt Lung cancer.. and den i heard that having green phlegmns very often also will get suspected of having lung cancer. Den it suddenly reminded me of smth... a few months back when i last had my fever, i visited the polyclinic and kena this indian doctor.

I'm not racist lah, bud i always have trouble listening to indian ppl talk(except saranya) as well as foreigners who talk chim EL. so this indian doctor look at my throat and den she muttered smth and i only manage to catch the last few words ".... u have a damn bad throat". Didn't bother to ask her again cos i noe i won't get it and will end up saying "huh? huh?" again. Den the next thing she ask me was "Do u smoke?"...

I got a shock when i heard that (realli!), and my eyes were like opening so big. i think i was on the verge of shouting bud i replied very seriously "NO!!!"

now i understand why i'm suspected of smoking. blahhs!! I hate smokers kae!! to prevent this from happening. no more cold drinks from now on i swear!.

5:57 PM

boo! just cut my long finger nails cos it hinders my speed of smsing using w810i. very sad case, cos i like my long nails a lot. so i just cut the nails for my thumb part. damn lazy i know.

took like a few days to recover from some bad moods. not realli actually.. just that i just feel rather uncomfortable the feeling.. its like i have smth imp. to do yet i forget what to do.

den i realise dat i can actually survive without using the computer.. its like not i cannot use. is i can't be bothered to use.

yesterdae, i slacked thru the whole afternoon watch into thin air followed by some movies on ch62. was waiting for ppl's sms to cfm wad time to go Radcliffe's house so that i can get my winter wear too.

tried playing the keyboard at rad's house and den we went to club house to play "pay day". It's like realli a long time since i went up radcliffe's house to play dat i nearly forgot which unit her house is, and which floor.. the stupid pw also. we played for like 2 hours and i think we gone crazy. i think i luff until like siao.. haha cos i keep kena lottery!

oh yea i injured my leg. haha bleeding profusely.. like so sad liddat when i slip and feel down near the gate. but i was too busy on the phone(rather pissed as well) that i dun seems to feel embarrass. hahaha ate turtle soup at..

Tada!


dun look at ahyi and kevin in the pic.
hahah look at the Turtle signboard and the geylang sign behind them . wahah
den went ahma house.. den my injured leg(still got dried blood n one small meat went missing) undergo dog licking therapy !


Note: Not i forced the dog to lick 1 hor. she ownself come and lick and lick and lick. bud they say hor dog's saliva realli damn gd leh. lick already very fast ok de.


One week back, we had lunch at pepper lunch. interesting place. the food taste alright only, but still i like to eat steak. And i think quite ridiculous cos i paid 13 bucks for my food and i have to cook the food myself(haha). My mama as usual, insisted that we share food cos too exp (*roll eyes- mo ngan tai ar!!) But once in a while have some fun b4 u eat also gd. :D but still the food dun worth the price. hahah.


Enlarge the pic, Look at this carpark, nice rite? see carpark so crowded.. how to find place ar? see the all the red lights on top of the car? find a green one and u can find ur parking slot! :D

My mum complained that i am idleing around at home.. i complained i have no money. So mum ask me go NTUC be cashier (cos her fren say if i wan can str8 away employ me). What the hack!... So i asked "Got help carry stocks 1 not?", my mum replied "u siao ar go carry stocks the pay only $3.50!!".. Wah hearing tt, i str8 away "Ok!! i be cashier!" hahaha.. bud pls dun let me wear tt bloody flowery uniform! i am only working till new year. *sian leh still must undergo training..

thinking abt it. i realise i have 2 jobs in total (if i go be cashier), all is my lao ma help me get 1 =X. hahah thanks lao ma!

8:04 PM

well.. well.. i am suppose to be crazily mugging for my chinese As exams. bud dunno why dun have much motivation. i spent like 2 days reading TBs and still haven finish reading it. cos i have no idea why my brain cells are working in a realli weird way. I was like trying to memorise the whole passage? haha. my brain cell damn gd ar.. automatic.. bud what for ? there's nothing to memorise at all!! so i read, bud scare i dun understand? Aiyoyo.. and i'm left with like 3 long passage very lazy read leh.

but seriously speaking, i think there's nothing to study for chi As unlike Os cos basically we dun need to read up 4 books of chinese shou ce and have to memorise all the meanings of the words and how to write them. Wad i'm worried is my compo. blahs. minus off 6 marks so easily.~~ but shumin told me, max minus 2 marks only. Then why the sch minus me 6 marks de? lol.

Anywae i just started on a paper (PJ de), and i think i am on the verge of finishing up liao. very fast done with it. think 30mins and the multiple choice quest damn ez leh. the passage also very ez to understand de. unlike JJ which is realli can bang wall haha.

today went out for dinner and had lunch at jack's place. its so hard to convince my mum to let me eat that 13bucks meal u noe!! den she commented "everytime order so exp thing.. dunno how to help ur dad save $$ 1 leh.. rmb next time must treat me eat when u are working!"

i was like. okay duh!!, next time i get pay i bring u go eat jack's place everyday also can lah(lols). and plus hor! not i forced dad to bring me go eat jack's place/bi feng tang etc de. is he ask me opposite got what to eat den i started naming every restaurant out de. den in the end is he decide 1. so i nv force him!

1:08 AM