Grace, 17teen on eighteen. TVBstargazing, cantopop is life, love taviaY(ahyi), raymondL(ahfung), kevinC(kawing. Love watching HK TVB series. Born in Nov 30.
Going to sleep soon. didn't achieve much since i was forced to go to chinatown on sat when i am studying half way. went there just to buy mooncake. its been like months since i last went there actually. ever since the market there kinda undergo renovation, dad didn't bring me there anymore.
sometimes i realli dislike going to chinatown. even stepping into a shopping mall can make me feel sour, which is a realli very terrible feeling. don't realli like going to places that are old and rundown or smth. reminds me very much abt stuffs.. not exactly unhappy memories.
Oh yea and Happy Belated Birthday to Lihui haha. bought her a dog dog after sch on thurs with huisi. cute cute ehs. muahahahaha.. wonder did lihui hear the dog laughter every night?.. Cos i am tickling the dog's leg :P.
just now grandma called. feel rather uneasy after the conversation.. wanted to thank her for the angbao bud i don't know how to say it in teow chew(okay too much of cantonese influence already).. wanted to tell her to take care, bud also dunno how to say. She called me just to tell me to keep my angbao properly cos there's 100bucks inside. she gave me for lucky purpose since i am going to china in a few months time. Bud dunno why i just feel terrible cos i dun seems to able to repay her. all my stupid empty promises.
Don't be too nice to me please. i feel so uneasy that everybody(my family) is being nice to me recently. I think this comment is crazy but i think i dun deserve such nice treatment.
recently was as usual surfing for news of ahyi. came across patricia liu's blog talking abt ahyi. they are realli good buddies. in fact i think ahyi have been good buddies with almost everybody in the entertainment. bud the thing abt her with mich is still in my mind. wonder wad realli happened. And also, i realise that my star-gazing mates are slowly losing interest in tvb as well as ahyi, ahfung.. somehow i have that feeling that i no longer have someone to share happy news of ahyi with..
some pics taken in class. haha took pictures of kristian's sketch book. someday during a maths tutorial he asked me wad kind of animal i wanna be. So i told him, i like rabbits. and he draw me as a rabbit on the 1st pic. haha. the other 3 are basically (i think)char, lihui and carol. I like the lion in the 2nd pic. it looks kinda cute hahah.
12:35 AM
Friday, September 22, 2006
random blogging. feel frustrated becos i have been bloodly slacking like nobody's business. so damn stressed up cos i have not finish my homework. tons of them. arghhhs.Sometimes i think JCs are rather inconsiderate to students, they wan students to do well in their studies and yet they giv us so much work to do. den most of the time we are already so tired with our freaking hell life and where can we find so much time to revise first den finish all of them up. Making us do without revising is realli waste of time. okay wadever the case. i am going to die after promos cos i have to complete all the undone homeworks.
wahhaha was watching land of wealth. bud basically i am just scanning through for steven and ahyi's scene. actually i find their pairing realli cute LOL. and when they smile at each other, reallli damn sweet. bud their relationship is developing too quickly. anywae this whole show what i realli like best is when i see ahyi smile, she looks realli pretty inside(i use to dislike her costume and hair inside). oh yah lai lok yi's voice sounds irritaitng. and another thing. Their dialouge are damn chim can... all is 5 words , 4 words that kind 1. still got poem. den is like realli dun understand at times what they are talking haha. bud can learn alot of new terms?
And den it also makes me feel quite amaze by tvb again. they can actually come out with diff kinds of topic for a series. As in the case of l.o.w, its the history of a bank or smth tt exist in the past. and u see better halves - abt match makers. So it also meant that the scriptwriters have put in a lot of efforts to research on history and stuffs. This doesn't happen in Singapore. all they have is family series and series again. Boring. wonder what they are trying to promote.
Look at this clip. Kawaaii bosco and ahyi! realli find them funny together. they realli look so cute together. ok, my fav couple for now, follow by steven and ahyi. :D hope to see their series soon.
12:33 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
wah almost late today. woke up at 6.45, got a shock of my life can seeing the sky so bright. den i was like "Hias.. sure late 1 lah.." so i do everything quite slowly lor.. Hahah den chose to take 157 and saw Char. lols. den i kinda lac a bit. In the end still nearly late sia. we pia like mad, chiong like mad, realli chiong until i no more strength le lor. Stupid PW fault lah.
today must study hard hard le. now PW cleared. so promos is coming up soon. think studying chi and eng only. not so free. better concentrate on this 2.
anywae promos coming up implies another thing. oct is coming and i realli wonder if they are coming. think kevin most prob not coming le. den not to say ahyi and ahfung. i think right at the start their possibility already quite low le.
Anywae dun care le lah.. i feel like sleeping again. bud just now got super bad nightmare. i wan watch l.o.w.. steven and ahyi so sweet!
10:13 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
last friday when i am abt to get off from "work" haha at Affinity. someone, a teacher bought 13 tubs of ice-cream from us and treated the whole school to ice-cream. omg was so damn excited and the queues were like so long. realli appreciated the help of those who are not from e club and yet they came and help. and den plusplus the auntie was realli nice to save some ice-cream for us.
dunno wassup with me recently, feel realli pissed with myself after some wrong doings i had done. i dunno why in sch i can tolerate ppl whom i disapproves some of their actions. But when my mum did just something small, i just erupted liddat. recently i have been yelling at her (super mei da mei xiao) when she nagged at me to burn this and that and when i told her Cannot burn means cannot burn. And i let her know my pw to my user account and she told my bro abt it. I was like so damn angry. wad for i put pw in the first place if i dun1 bro to anyhow go in. now he tell him everything.. ZZ.. ok now i feel so sorry for yelling at her in the first place.
its like everytime i tell myself that its wrong to yell at her and yet i continue to do so.. of cos i do feel guilty after that, bud i dun say sorry. find it hard to do so.
haha suhua's birthday surprise was ruin by xt and sh's bro. Diaoooss. so funny lah that stupid hon refuse to tell us and make us feel so frustrated cos we took like more than 30mins to make her say out the names of the ppl. bud well, find it weird to eat birthday cake in the morning. slept at 3am and i woke up at 7plus just for Hon! hahaha.. den i ate breakfast lunch at her house. the other few was even worse - they have dinner there too. and for every meal, its like so filling lah. eat until damn fat hahaha.. anywae slaack there and feel so tired cos i slept so little.
anywae going off after i finish my pw. arghhs frustrations.
1:42 AM
Friday, September 15, 2006
What thing in life u can't avoid ar? Death? Yea.. Economist say we cannot avoid paying tax!. Haha guess wad stupid subject am i reading up? Erhemm. todays econs tutorial the only rare few that i did not attempt to take 30 winks u see.. quite funny.
due to my sickness and terrible block nose. i have been sleeping too much for days. Lost freaking interest in jap which i ponned this week. feel rather sorry cos i am like wasting my edusave fund. and ms myuki is realli a nice person. Hias. now doing hw =.=. forced to. so sad.
the theme video is nice. the song has been going thru my mind for the past few days. the making of make that show looks interesting. and there are plenty of positive comments. shall watch when its out at rental. now no $$. still stuck at epi 12 of ftf
2:20 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
sometimes when u are tired of school life.. u longed to fall sick so u can rest well at home instead of going school. however, when u realli does so.. u will regret ur thinkings cos getting sick especially when u have gotten a fever is realli worse off than going to school.
finally feel better. woke up and i tot i urinated on my bed. In fact i actually sweated so much that my bed is so damn wet. tot my fever went off this morning and i would actually feel better. after visiting the clinic and ate my medicine. i feel asleep again and i woke up feel so damn worse becos my neck and my back are aching like crazy. i wanted to sleep bud couldn't cos its hurting me so much. frustrations. I'm going back to sch tmr.
Spend much of the time sleeping and resting. Watch a little of F2F ending. couldn't resist the temptation. the ending was ok not so bad. hahahah Bud the making of L.O.W was like omg. Great. i'm so looking forward to it coming out in rentals now. Wasn't realli attracted to it when its filming. bud after watching the making of + the themesong was realli good. Bud everything seems sad in that show. arghhs wad worse is idol is dying in that show hahahahah.
oh yea i am attached to mediacorp during the period of Promos, helping the news reporting team. zzz sianx a little boring. infact realli realli boring. we will be split into pairs and den attach to diff news grp. and if i'm suay enuff i would get the one that i must reach at 5am in the morning or the other one that i have to work till so late in the nite. arghhs frustration
4:51 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
the chinese story(maybe fanfic) below is nice. change ur Encoding to unicode to read. bud i think my blog aren't suited to post chinese wordss. maybe u can just copy and paste in words to read it.
suddenly tot of smth that happened a few days back. den i realise.. maybe not den i realise, Its i have already realise the fact. sometimes i wonder.. what is in the minds of the people in my own class. sometimes i just couldn't understand them, bud i noe i dun have the right to scold them or anything cos wat they chooses to do is their own business. moreover i am not realli a gd person as well. haha. they make gd frens, they make gd play mates. bud when comes to study and stuff, some of them dun place piriority on it.
When we confront u, u just gib us attitudes. i'm pissed. u are the one at fault and yet u showed attitude. pushing all ur responsibility to others. u guys complained that u guys are busy, bud have u ever tot of others as well? Ask u guys organise stuff, u guys keep postponing and dragging them. Fine. we plan. after we plan and organise stuff to bond our friendship, you complain what we are doing are boring and dun suit u.
Emailed xiaogu. got scolded by her becos of the short forms and i slang i used in my email. LOL. and she say she took a long time to understand wad i am saying. (That's a.. little exaggerating?) Bud anywae, i am excited abt the programmes after Alvls and the China Xi An trip which is like SIAO. long way to go. Bud Xiaogu is inviting me n Emily over to Chicago!!. me and emily have somehow decided tt we should stay for around a month or so. since there were so many free time after Alvls. and den i hoped dad kept his promise - fly me to hk.
hahahahh. i have joined slackers club. busy lazing around at home which was rather bad. shall start studying after blogging. need to finish up lots of hw in time. vectors sux terribly especially when u have so many formula to memorise. was passing by the rental shop when i saw ms sheh's new show poster - up long ago though. Took a closer look, saw this particular pic of her wearing the ancient type of wedding dress tgt with sammul. wahh.. i was like omg.. it reminds me abt one of the Uweekly mag published this year whereby there is a real picture taken around 100 years ago or so.. whereby a guy marrying a women who is dead. Instead of the normal ways of getting married with a chicken or the ash, the guy just get married with a dead body. and the face is so damn eerie. *yucks
watch kang xi lai le! and yesterdae one was abt those ghostly events. omg damn nice can. Bud very eerie. haha beginning to like XiaoS. find her funny.
land of we alth coming out le. wakakaka. officially broke. i am still watching for casin o crisis.
12:14 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
life just sux. hah.
finally gotten by dream handphone. bud.. there is realli no sign of happiness. yes a bit cos i finally gotten a coloured phone. Instead, i actually feel guilty for a moment after seeing the bill. $980.80 for 3 handphones. den i tots went thru my mind. No more laptops no more luxuries for the time being. and i better get a gd pay job next time round for obvious reasons. actions speak louder than words.
went to pizzahut to eat our supper becos of lame reasons. Dad said that there are 19.20 left over after spending 1000 bucks so we should use tt money to eat pizaa.
and stop giving me such answers when i say i wanted to study and do my hw. its getting rather irritating when everybody starts telling me that.
4:56 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
yay! w810i by the end of the weeeek. want the white one bud it cost 100 bucks more than the black one with the same function. unlimited version = what the crap? its either idiot get the white or i get it. dun wanna get the completely the same hp with him again(can't help it. we both came from the same family. therefore we both have the same gd taste =X)
can't get my eyes off the bdae pics. f2f is getting nicer especially watching with ppl who can appreciate it hahaha that is idiot. it's just so boring to watch alone. and tob is repeating on ch55, yay SLKC~ my dear favs
12:41 AM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Life seems a bit tiring and a bit boring even though its holidays. I'm not going to go out anymore unless its neccessary cos going out is making me even more tired than usual. i just slept my way thru and studied half of my notes on thermal phy in the library. woke up at 8 just to go for tt stupid chem olympiad training. Okay. i seriously catch no balls during the lecture and first time in my life the drowsiness in me is so bad tt i realli nearly feel asleep. And worse of all i got selected for the next round of olympiad tt means my attendance is compulsory. i'm not so free man.
bbq and airported on friday and thurs surprised bobo with a cake at night~. and It was on friday den i realise there is this arrival hall at T2 (downstairs). Seriously i forgotten abt it. and den i suddenly rmbed the fact tt i was there 3 years back waiting for Ron to come. Yes .. its ron. for now i think i still like him a little. anywae Happy Birthday Ron!
my life seems to have gotten a little more interesting compared to be in Sec Sch. i realise i have been more exposed to stuffs dat i have nv experienced b4. bud of cos it have made my life even more tiring. On thurs, we went back to BBSS. we only went to see ms punitha and of cos mrs lim. love teasing punitha hahahaa.. and mrs lim was great.
Video Time!!!
Like idol's dressing at the birthday party!
off i go. i;m crazy over the pic of me with gigi taken at mandarin hotel itself. her smile is just so nice and sweet. genuine too. first time i think the pic is so damn nicely taken. wanted to put as Msn Dp. bud i scare ppl tot i change idol lOL. think i sot le. ok wadever.. off to watch full house.